every girl has her vice.

mine just happens to be playing victim.

i love fighting a losing battle only to surrender to the hands of a dominant. i love looking into the eyes of a sadist eating up my fear. i love relishing the marks and bruises on my soft, supple skin. i love slowing it down in a gentler, sensual scene. i love trusting in the thrill of trying something new.

and you know what? after eight years in scene, i’m convinced i’ll never let this go.

maybe this notion excites that monster inside you. maybe you want to know absolute control over someone feels like. maybe you simply want to see a pretty girl suffer and watch her cry and plead. maybe you’re just a little curious about this world of kink and want to a friendly soul by your side.

i’ve learned that life is too short to hide from who you are.

and giving in has never felt so good.

with love,

rainy